I am so lost

without technology, and it's so hard to face.  I mean it.  If I go one hour without knowing where my cell phone is I get nutty as a fucking fruitcake!!!  It's hard to realize and I sort of feel kinda shallow.... Oh my God, we live in a crazy world. (NOTE: that God is written with a big; G.  My english teacher corrected it on one of my texts, HAHA SILLY. )